CHONGrebecca ; Simplistic Life

2010-10-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER !
But so bloody irritated because mom call me every 30minutes after school -.-
Well , things are getting bad this few days , but seemed quite better now .
Friends are like going off but still quite here .
Peinee got kelly and others .
Wirdy got malay clique .
Michaela got her dog .
Celine got her zoom family .
Problems solved with Zhiqing (:
Problems solved with Celine (:
On the way with serene , progressing hahas (:

Feel like going out on monday .
Bla bla bla , dunno what to say buhhbyye !

2010-09-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

                                  PEINEE :
Hey babe (:
I realised something i guess .
That i've never stop thinking about this friendship .
I complain but not so much .
In fact never already .
Hahas , seems like we're getting the friendship feel back .
Monday yahh ^^ our crapping day !
Hahahas . Loves ((:
Just wanna thank you for being here for me .
Hear me complain , hear my pain hear my anger ,
And don't say a thing to hurt me back . (:
You're been down i guess , this few days .
But don't seemed to update me about your own life ,
Instead others ! xD
Remember not to meglect your work okie ! ((:
Hearts ! <3

                                               CELINE :
Heyy babe .
Dunno recently why liddat , hahas .
Seems like we keep quarrelling den okie suddenly .
I hope to maintain this friendship . (:
How chinatown , east coast , boat quay , clarke quay
AND EVERYTHING !!! ;D
But it always seems quite impossible now .
I expect nothing from u ((:
Just hope that this friendship will go on as per normal !
loves :D

2010-09-12T02:10:00.001-07:00

firstly i dint know there's homework :D
secondly i dint study at all
thirdly , who want to study with me tml ?

2010-09-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

I don't blog because nobody tag .
Hahahas .
Think gonna switch sit to the front soon .
Can't see well .
Hmmm ..
Thanks for all the unknown names tagging ?
I guess much it actually came from one same person
SPAMMING .
Thanks for the entertainment and nice comment ((:

2010-08-28T19:25:00.001-07:00

AWESOME CONCERTTTTT !!!!
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I LOVE MY SOLOOO !!!! ;D

2010-08-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

BE BRAVE !

Gosh , i finally understand why i'm so bad in playing ):
NO STAMINA !
I'M GONNA TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
I'M GONNA SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP
I'M GONNA RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN !
I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTT ,

GOOOO REBECCA !!!

I'LL PLAY MY SOLO WELL !!!

2010-08-14T18:46:00.000-07:00

Feels so uncomfortable with life recently .
So stress about everything .
So what if friendship is managable ?
It's never the way i want it to be .
So what if i study ? i can't concentrate cs' ,
I'm being bothered by so many things .
I don't know what to do too .
Wish our frienship will go back to how it was used to be .
Everything had changed .
Funny attitudes all start revolving .
So wicked , so cruel .

SHAG , I HAD ENOUGH .

I think you just simply can't get a right mind-set .
LOL LOL LOL .
you dunno when to keep your mouth shut
and just spills out things as and when you like .
Horrible asshole .

2010-08-07T17:43:00.000-07:00

Morning people !
Seriously getting bored with life .
Anyways , Yesterday went to meet Alexie at Vivo .
And then trained to Jurong point .
Had lunch their , my lunch was good . Hmmm YUM !
Went to shop and shop , bought only a pair of sandals .
Okay , i'm starting to like it more , since my maid said it's beautiful .
And my mother starts to hate it -.-'' ZZZZ .
Went to shop and really wants to buy alot things . ):
Anyways , Alicia jio me out tml :D
But not sure if i can make it because my parents are not working . ):
And tuesday .. HAHAs , will see about it (:
I wanna watch kick ass ! It's a super great movie !!!! :D
But it's vulgar , ohh man . I can take it . ;)
Buhhbyyee !

You decide what you wants in our friendship ,
Then once you've made up your mind ,
And if you're truthful to this friendship ,
Don't tell me , don't apologise . Show me .
But you should know very well i'm not that kind ,
That puts friendship to an end .
We can just drift apart .
If CLEARLY SPEAKS about u ,
Then u wouldn't ask who it is .
You'll know what to do yeahh ? (:
If you're pissed , it's not my problem .
If you're angry , so be it .
If you're happy , that's great .
If you're moody , LOLS what you want to do ?
If you're gonna start spreading bout' me , think twice .
If you're guilty , i'll consider and maybe i'll take initiative .
If you're truly sad because this friendship's ruin :
I'll take you by hand and help you
to understand better , (:
I'll put the unhappiness behind us (:

2010-08-06T18:42:00.001-07:00

Performance yesterday was great ! (:

2010-07-31T17:48:00.000-07:00

Hello people .
Parents and sis are back from Australia this morning .
Yesterday was POP , i'll miss the sec 4 . ):
I was superb .
Woke up at 6AM , drank half sup of milk and ate a bread .
Din't ate till like , 6.15PM , but just ate 1 piece of chicken and prawn ,
And a tiny winy bowl of noodles .
And went for BBQ , ate 3 fishballs and a crapmeat .
I just felt like i'm not being myself .

PEINEE :

yeahh , i know u can't robably chase her away or something .
I felt the same way as u too .
But perhaps u won't understand the difference in feeling .
Being with diff ppl , measures out diff feelings .
But we still come to school together yeahh ?
Just that i'm always very tired in the morning ,
So pardon me if i dun start talking that much ):
Yeap , outing soon but you're so busy with work .
Must study hard yahh , or at least pay attention in class .
I'm really doing very bad at studies now . ):
i love yahh ! <3

CELINE :
I know you've been sad and extremly down this few days .
But yahh know , u can't change him either .
The best is to have a talk .
It's hard but because the *feeling* is stronger ,
You've gotta learn to endure yahh .
And to think about it , to learn to be patient ,
Is to learn to become a better musician too ! (:
That's Mr Lum said right ? (:
I dunno how to make u feel better ,
But cs i felt i've already done what i could .
But anytime u need me , i'll be there , and yahh know .
Hope you'll feel better (:
<3

2010-07-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hey people !
Strange yeahh ?
It's a monday and i'm blogging .
My mama gave me the permission to use com .
But not my step dad , LOL .
Guess they are still on plane ,
Cs mama phone if off .
I miss my mummy )):
NVM about it .
School was pretty fine today ,
But to many i was like a ghost .
I was seriously damn pale and tired .
I was having such a bad backache and headache .
And nearly faint in class though i was hyper hahas .
Guess i was just too exhuasted after crying for 2hours yesterday .
My chest ached and i couldn't fall asleep till 12 plus .
Woke up with swollen eyes and panda eyes .
Did badly for maths .
Scored 7/15 , despite coping thenesh's one .
He score like 10/15 ? -.-''
NVM ! chatting with Andy Loh Dion and Thenesh during maths .
Andy was like laughing at Chinwee ,
Cs of one sentence i said ' ... i no interest in you '
HAHAHAs xD thats about it (: byeeee .

WHY ? WHERE ?

2010-07-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

WHY AIN'T YOU THERE MY DEAREAST FRIEND ?
NOT EVEN THERE WHEN THINGS HAPPENED SO BADLY TO ME ?
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ?
WHERE ARE YOU ?

WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE ENDURING ?
GIVING IN ? APOLOGISING ? HEART MELTING ?
WHY I BOTHER TO THINK OVER AND OVER
FOR THOSE THINGS THAT HURT U ALL ?
WHEN I KNOW IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS ?

WHY ARE BOTH MY FAMILY LIKE THAT ?
WHY LEFT ME A BROKEN FAMILY SINCE 2 YEARS OLD ?
BUT NOT GIVING ME ENOUGH LOVE ?
NOT ENOUGH CARE AND RESPECT ?
WHY LEAVE ME IN SUCH PAIN EVERYTIME ?
WHY LEAVE ME CRYING TO SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS ?
WHY LEAVE ME FEELING SO LOST AND PAIN ?
WHY LEAVE ME WITH SUCH COMPLICATING FAMILY ?
WHY LEAVE ME WITH SO MANY DOUBTS ?
WHY LEAVE ME FEELING SOOOOOO PAIN ?
WHY LEAVE ME CRYING FOR U LOVING SOMEONE ELSE ?
WHY LEAVE ME ENDURING ALL THE ANGER U VENT ON ME ?
WHY LEAVE ME SEEING ALL THE VIOLENCE YOU'VE ALL CREATED ?!
WHYYYYY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

WHY LEAVE ME TYPING ALL THIS IS TEARS ?
WHY LEAVE KNOWING U LOVE ME BUT DON'T GIVE A DAMN ?

GOD , WHY LEAVE LOOKING SO STRONG AND CHEERFUL ?
WHY WHEN U JUST SILENTLY TAKE AWAY MY LIFE , WITHIN ?
WHY IS IT ONLY YOU WHOM I CAN TURN TO ?
IS IT BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MIRACLE-LY TAKE MY PAIN AWAY ?

FRIENDSHIP

2010-07-24T23:20:00.001-07:00

WHY ?
Why ever things became liddat ?

Will be alone at home for 5days .
Family travelling to Australia .

SORRY

2010-07-23T19:53:00.000-07:00

I guess the problems rely on me .
Sorry to ALL the people i've shown attitude to .
I promise i won't already (:
Just feel a lil' bad this few days .
Thousands of things are running through my mind .

Sorry Celine ,
For yesterday and Today .
I'mmmm reallly sooo sorrrrryyyyyyyyy :'(

Gonna go concert tonight (:
Wearing jeans .
Made me feel so uncomfy .

Buhhbyye (:

Hey peinee (:

Yeahhs , i'm sorry for y bad attitude .
But i guess u won't understand the feeling .
I din't mean it when i said i hate her .
I don't actually .
I just feel so iritated when i can't talk ,
Because she always seems to be interrupting .
You should know right ?
On several occasions , i wanted to speak out
Then suddenly she'll just talk .
I din't hold against her for that because i know
She din't know .
But yeahh , that really made me pissed .
I can't tell u so many things when she's there .
Then as we beame quieter , we drift .
That also made me lose trust and confidence
In telling u my secrets , i'm afraid you'll spill to her .
I'm sorry yeahh i feel bad when i dun answser u actually ,
When u talk i mean . But u should know that it's cs i'm already so piss .
U sure won't like it if i bring another gal along right ?
You might say u dun mind like how i say it ,
But inside u just fel so angry and jealous .
You get what i mean ?
I'll not be liddat anymore sorry ,

I LOVE YOU (:

2010-07-18T05:24:00.000-07:00

Heyyo people ;)
Will be back to blogging next friday or sat (:

Went to park way parade today .
Show and ate .
Home and com :D

Physics is really difficult ._.
JYJY ! ~.~

Will be meeting yaohui in the morning tml to band :D
And meeting Celine and yaohui after school .
Lunch lunch lunch :D

Tuesday band
Wednesday band

Thursday , lunch with Brendo , Celine and Yaohui:D

Friday band .

Buhhbyye ;)

2010-07-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

Back from outing .
Met Celine ,
Yaohui and Eilleen joined .
Took crazy pictures ((:
After that brendo joined .
Went to buy badge then that brendo cab home -.-''
But apologised after that ,
So i guess it's alright .
Having lunch after school with yaohui celine & brendo
On thursday (:
Tag more people ! (:
I'm not in a very good mood .

2010-07-16T19:48:00.000-07:00

Argh !
Mum asked if i had a bf -.-''
I'm only going out to buy section badge okay !
WHATEVER ~

I dunno why i just din't seemed to throw tantrum
So easily now a days when i get angry with people .
I'll just bottle up and feel like being alone .
I dunno even why i'll get angry with situation
That are unrelated to me ..
Like Eilleen's brother , Celine's pain and everything .
It just totally dose't concern me .
But i just feel so angry and wants to bash the person
That hurt my friends so badly ! i hate them !
They are nonsensical people !
No brain , no heart ! :@

WHATEVER ~
Stop hurting Celine , U GET ME ?!
Sweet and simple WAS u .
Cruel , backstabber , betrayer and everything IS u .

Shall end here and get going ,
Or else Celine will be waiting again !
Buhhbyye (:

2010-07-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

OH MY ! hahas .
I'm only 156 tall and 46 heavy .
Short and fat xD hahas .
School had been okie , (:
Just that CHEMISTRY had been real bored !
Hahas , i sleep less in class now .
Pay more attention . :D
I got ' the most gracious ' badge from Mrs Ong :D
I understand alomost everything except ,
Chinese , chemistry and maths . ):

Anyways , gonna go out with many people tml ! ((:
Celine , Zhiqing , Yaohui , Brendo , Eilleen eand many other juniors :D
Hahahs .

That's about it , buhhbyye ^^

CELINE !!!!
dun be sad anymore !
Cheer up :D hehes .
I hate her too (:

2010-07-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

I sort of understand how Peinee really feel already .
Talked to her in the afternoon .
Never knew she felt the same as me ,
Never knew she still cares about me . (:
Hahas . Muackzxz <3

Gonna have lunch with ce ce line line tml ((:
CHEESE ! <3

Turn in early people (:
Nights xp

PARENTS !

2010-07-11T03:29:00.000-07:00

Viewed many profiles , many blogs .
People just seemed to get upset because of ,
FAMILY PROBLEMS .

I know the feeling .
It sucks and just totally sucks .
But actually there's just alot to consider ,
Just before getting really mad and breakdown .

My family used to be very annoying .
Mother listens to step-dad .
I'm like never her daughter .
My family problems are really very complicated .
I'm living with 2 step sisters , step father and mother .
My mom is never respectful , but she can be nice .
My step father is a very unreasonable and self centered guy .
My sisters are terribly annoying to the max .

But ,
I have a blood brother .
He stays with my father .
I've 3 step brothers there , and a step-mother .
I don't talk to my stap-mom , neither does my brother .

I often fet upset with my family ,
And almost everynight i think about my father .
I yearned for a complete family , but i know what's gone is gone .
No used stucking there and hope for something to rewind .
Move on and get with life .
Here it goes :
READ ON PEOPLE !

WHY DO PARENTS ACT SO CRAZILY ?

Imagine u got a puppy for ur birthday .
You care so much for the puppy , u watch it all the time .
You panic when u cant find it , u're forever worrying about this ball of fluff ,
And saying things like :
" where have you been ? "
" where are you going ? "
" be careful ! "
" don't do that "    so on ...
You love it ! you worry about what it eats .
You worry when it's sick . you want to protect it .
You try to teach things that it dosen't want to learn !
Meanwhile the puppy is thinking " i'm dealing with a freak control ! "
Have you realised parents treats u the way u treats the puppy ?
They are forever saying " where have you been ?"
" who were u with ? "
" where did u went ? "
" what did u eat ? "
They panic when they can't find u , they worry about what u eat .
They worry when u're sick . they wants to protect you .
They also try to teach u many things u dun wanto learn .
Meanwhile u're thinking the same " I'M DEALING WITH A COUPLE OF CONTROL FREAKS !"
Parents can be irritating . But it's usually because they care so much .
Sometimes it helps to remember that they act so crazily because they care for you .

IN A NUTSEHLL : Next time when ur parents ask u what to do ,
                                 Think about the puppy and u .
                                 Maybe u'll understand your parents a bit better .

What do u have to worry about ?
. Good grades in school
. Friends , girlfriend/boyfriend
. Your hobbies n sports
. getting enough cash from ur parents
That list probably keeps u fairly busy .

Parents also have things to worry about ! Boring stuff like that includes :
. keeping their jobs
. delivering teh family the music lessons , ballet , soccer practice , ballet etc .
. Monthly car payment , car repairs , car insurance , petrol bills
. monthly house payments , house repairs , house insurance
. bills for gas , water , telephone , electricity , cable tv
. caring for their parents
. buying new furniture , computers , printers , software ,
. School fees for all kids
. clothes for whole family
. everybody's health insurance , medical bills , hospital bills , veterinary bills
. Christmas / birthday presents for few dozen family and friends every year
. Feeding u , ur bothers , ur sisters and the dog
And So onnnnnn ..........

Maybe u parents might throw tantrum even when u talk nicely because ,
They have their own problems like example :
Your dad just owe a edbt of 1000 billions , and u came in askin for a new bike .
He would just yelled at u and everything . But ever thought why ?

IN A NUTSHELL : no one is perfect . why do we expect our parents to be perfect ?

SAY THANK U !
Actually all ur parents wants to hear was just i love u n thank u .
Try n you'll know . KEEP ON SAYING THX ! :D

CHEER UP ! :D

Good or bad ?

2010-07-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

No matter what , she just seemed to be there for me always .

When i laugh ,

When i cry ,

When i frown ,

When i just have a thousand of shits running through my head .

She helps me understand .

Mostly , understands how she feels ,

So i can compare the bad to the good .

Heyy Buffalo , (:

There's up & down in life yeahh ?

So don't keep rolling ur eyes and get pissed off ,

Next time when u've got a problem ,

We'll solve it together kkays ? :D

Since he gonna change ,

Forgive him kkays ? (:

Dunno why ,

But it feels a lil' sad .

Just to think about it .

Think about the distance .

Think about the happy time .

Think about the bad past but ,

Was still okie at last .

Perhaps we've gone seperate ways ,

In a good way i guess ,

You've got ur friends i have mine .

But just wished we'll get back a li' closer ((:

I'm trying hard to get over the feeling .

The feeling of disliking people for nothing .

It's my mother who actually affected my mood .

She opened up my wallet and found a recipe .

Isetan recipe , that shows 50 plus dollars .

Firstly why is she touching my things without permission ?

Secondly , i dun have that much money to spend kkays ?

Worse of all ,

She opened up a compartment hat has a picture ,

A picture of my BIO father and her , with my brother ,

And me ? inside her tummy .

Still ge me that look ?

WHATEVER FOR ?

It's my priacy my liking .

A BROKEN FAMILY , A BROKEN HEART .

I guess you should reflect too and think back .

Attitude .

2010-07-04T07:34:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM FATHER'S HOUSE !

I LOVE MY FATHER ! ((:

Had a feast just now at leisure park (:
Papa said to me that his wish gotta be fulfilled ,
Is to bring me to experience a personal golden shark fin .
ONE BIG BOWL !
Gotta finish it alone , hahas . YUM !
60bucks for ne bowl .
Ordered for the whole family , 5 ppl !
60 x 5 = 300 :s
Plus others , crab , prawn , etc .
500 bucks dinner ! OMG o.o
Hahahs , super bored now .
Playing baking life , like damn nothing to do .
Can't wai for tml ^^
Meeting Yaohui in the morning till afternoon ,
While waiting for Celine's meeting to end .
Then have dinner with Celine after her meeting :D
Hahahs , buhhbyye ((:

2010-07-03T21:25:00.001-07:00

Just came back from breakfast .
This is crazy !
Nobody taggies me ! ):

2010-07-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO ! (:
Currently at my father's place .
Gonna stay over night here (: Teehee .
Firstly i must admit that i had a very suay day ,
But also a change in luck later . (:
Firstly , i got dragged to Mom's office ,
But luckily i did used the excuse that i 'm going back to father's house .
Secondly , i've totally forgot that i've got tuition today !
Was like , OMG . Rushing all the way .
Then , tried to cook maggie , what happened ?
NO GAS ! So ran down to eat at coffee shop -.-''
Then had tuition till quite late .
So God damn it , i din't change my clothing and ran outta house .
I was like so blur , so embarrassing >.<
Rushed to Chinese Garden and took a train to Bugis .
Bought my tights . Teehee ((:
Met Alicia hahas . ^^ hahahs .
Shop shop shop then fly to Orchard , the fun part begins :D
Walked to Far east And bought my belt .
There was this Girl , who kept staring at Alicia and asked all her friends to look .
Then i stared back like , ' WHAT ? O.0' then she turned away .
Siaoo , Typical ahh lian . Looks really like siao .
Then after that walked ALL THE WAY to Somerset , shop .
Home sweet home , promise to have another outing !
Bring loadsa cash yeahhs ! hahahs xD
That's all . playing Baking life now .
Can't wait till next saturday !
Flee market in orchard , branded branded branded !
Ranging from $10-$29.90 !
YAAAYYEE ((:

Buhhbyye .
Had a great day . :D

2010-07-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

Woke up feeling uncomfortable .
Just a lil ' down .
I don't know why .
So free later , that drives me crazy .
Anyone wanna go out with me ?
Hahas . (: For lunch and shop a while .
Gonna go back father's house .
Don't feel actually , so bored ~
Haahhas , good the buhhbyye . (:

Hello

2010-07-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Met Dinosaur Yaohui , Rino Brendo & Buffalo Celine Today (:
Went to the library to do E-learning .
I've learn something today .
That , one Simple Sentence can affect your mood so badly .
And that it can also leave a great impact on your life .
It's so scary .
It can really hurt you so badly , so badly .
It might NOT need to be something to do with you .
It can just be something to do with someone you know .

Buhhbyye . (:

To my juniors :

Eddie : We don't really talk alot to each other yahh ? But you've been quite good in band .
             Good behaviour and quite quiet . But i know you're actually quite talkative isin't it ?
             Hahahs ! Talk more next time ! ((: Work hard okie ! I'll sure come back to trumpet
             Section if i can ! ((:

Clement : I wish for nothing more than your honesty .
                 You just don't know how bad i hurts .

Minji :     Hii babe (: Gone through pretty much together ?
                 Hahas , you've been good . You did changed after i talked to you .
                Seriously you've grown to be a much more sensible lady .
                I know u spare a thought for my feelings everytime . I can tell .
                Work hard and strive to be better , all the way to go ^^

Sabrina : Heyy cutie :D hahas . Remembered the first time when u saw me .
                So quiet , so innocent . Don't put too much pressure on yourself (:
                You can do it ! hahas . Just so whenever u've forgotten how to play ,
                Flip open your notebook , See all the things i've written inside , And
                Play out confidently alright ! YAY ! (:

Krusita : Hey complain queen ! I know you've got much to complain about ur seniors everytime .
              Hahas , but they're still ur seniors , the one that taught u to be better in playing .
              Don't be so talkative in band okie ! Reallyvery noisy ehhs ! Stuff socks into your mouth !
              Hahahs , jk . :D anyways , you've made improvement in your playing .
              You sound quite okay , but why can't u play sometimes ? Must try harder kays !
              Try not to let your personal emotions affect your playing in band ! (: Jiayou yahh !

Jenny :      You're new in the band isint it ? hahas . It's alright . Just don't give up and keep on trying ,
                   You can do it ! Believe u can and you will . You're a sweet an gentle girl (:

Yuzane : Heys you monkey ZANE ! So how is it ? coming back to band ?
                If you want you're welcome but u better be serious . And don't blame me for being fierce again .
                I'm not fierce , but since u said i am , the okie ! I am ((: hahahas . Make up your mnd soon kkays !

Heyy juniors ! Do well in the concert ! Let's go for it ^^ Hahahas .
I will come back to trumpet section if i can yeahhs ! hahahs , work hard ;)

2010-06-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hey people (:

Finally public my blog again .
Firstly , credits to Peinee for helping me with it .
Well , honestly speaking .
I hate the idea of , my parents scrolling through this page .
But whatever it is , so be it .

Had been playing with Baking life and Cafe world this few days .
June holidays were pretty much fun , ahas .
Had more freedom , maybe because of my results .
Shall continue to work hard . ^^

No where to go but , Meeting Peinee tml .
Gonna complete some school's assignment ASAP .
Hahas , hope mom will stop ringing me every now and then .
Quite irritating . But i know she loves me , but still , IRRITATING !

Life without maid totally sucks !
Now gotta mop my entire house ,
Vacuum my room ( okie , i know i'm complaining too much )
Tidy up my bed ( i know i ought to do so )
Bathe my sisters , entertain them .
Yes they are cute , but still , equally , IRRITATING !
Getting on my nerves everytime .

Alight , shall stop here .
Much tired , YAWN ! x0
People please tag more often ! ^^
Nightsnights ! gotta go and fold clothes )):