Date : Sunday, July 25, 2010
Time : 1:32 AM
Title : WHY ? WHERE ?

WHY AIN'T YOU THERE MY DEAREAST FRIEND ?
NOT EVEN THERE WHEN THINGS HAPPENED SO BADLY TO ME ?
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ?
WHERE ARE YOU ?

WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE ENDURING ?
GIVING IN ? APOLOGISING ? HEART MELTING ?
WHY I BOTHER TO THINK OVER AND OVER
FOR THOSE THINGS THAT HURT U ALL ?
WHEN I KNOW IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS ?

WHY ARE BOTH MY FAMILY LIKE THAT ?
WHY LEFT ME A BROKEN FAMILY SINCE 2 YEARS OLD ?
BUT NOT GIVING ME ENOUGH LOVE ?
NOT ENOUGH CARE AND RESPECT ?
WHY LEAVE ME IN SUCH PAIN EVERYTIME ?
WHY LEAVE ME CRYING TO SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS ?
WHY LEAVE ME FEELING SO LOST AND PAIN ?
WHY LEAVE ME WITH SUCH COMPLICATING FAMILY ?
WHY LEAVE ME WITH SO MANY DOUBTS ?
WHY LEAVE ME FEELING SOOOOOO PAIN ?
WHY LEAVE ME CRYING FOR U LOVING SOMEONE ELSE ?
WHY LEAVE ME ENDURING ALL THE ANGER U VENT ON ME ?
WHY LEAVE ME SEEING ALL THE VIOLENCE YOU'VE ALL CREATED ?!
WHYYYYY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


WHY LEAVE ME TYPING ALL THIS IS TEARS ?
WHY LEAVE KNOWING U LOVE ME BUT DON'T GIVE A DAMN ?


GOD , WHY LEAVE LOOKING SO STRONG AND CHEERFUL ?
WHY WHEN U JUST SILENTLY TAKE AWAY MY LIFE , WITHIN ?
WHY IS IT ONLY YOU WHOM I CAN TURN TO ?
IS IT BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MIRACLE-LY TAKE MY PAIN AWAY ?